He’ll be someone who doesn’t make me cry. Someone I will never make cry. Someone who fills my life with light, and burns away my shadows so I can stand in the light too. Someone who lifts me up and whom I can lift up. He is kind, compassionate, fiercely loyal, and independent…but knows when to be dependant too. He doesn’t assume about me and we work on our communication always. He’s knows what he wants, and goes at it with a single-minded determination, including at me. HE’S A MAN! Ideally he’d be sexy looking too since I’m vain like that…but it won’t be just skin deep. And he’ll be too good to be true, to where I don’t think I deserve him…but he’s mine, and I’m his. He’ll be a wonderful lover, prone to exploration and experimentation, and we’ll discover together. He’ll be the right combination of serious and funny, and he’ll help me with my spontaneity. He’ll love every inch of me.  I’ll know I want to marry him…and he’ll want me. And it will be the type of love that leaves us breathless and blind to all else. Like standing on the edge of a cliff, and we have to jump to explore together, or die. I’ll let him so far in…and he’ll let me in, and it will be SCARY, but I’ll love him and trust him with my truths, my pains, and my loneliness. And I’ll trust him and love him in his darkest hours so that we forge a new truth for ourselves…together.

And until this day…I will be here growing working to be worthy of you so that endless happiness can explode upon me and in me. It’ll burn the fear and doubt and pain away from ever since I can remember. Of course…it wont be gone gone…but it will be blanketed with love, because it’s all me. All the pain and hurt, all the smiles and laughs. Everything and everyone…me.

Pain love fear dreaming men life promises

Anonymous asked: are you going to the beatles: the lost concert" movie when it comes out next month?

This is actually the first I’ve heard of it…but I’ll go now!

kimieong:

chonostoff:

1.- Get out your drink of choice

2.- Open 3 tabs on your favourite browser

3.- On the first tab

4.- On another tab

5.- On the last

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